Monday, 5 January 2015

mencari ketenangan

boleh ke?
entahlah aku pun tak tau. 4 bulan.. bukan perkara yang mudah untuk aku harungi seorang diri.tapi aku  cubakuat dengan berbekalkan kesetiaan dan kesungguhan aku untuk memperolehi cinta dia.. jiwang kan? haha..
yep.. aku memang jiwang.. aku seorang yg romantik. suka dipujuk dan memujuk
tapi sygnya tunang aku ni bukan jenis yang pandai memujuk..
tapi tak apalah..
tapi aku sygkan dia sangat2.. Zulzharif bin Zahar. satu nama yang sentiasa melekat  dihati
dia tunang aku.. kami bertunang november 2013..dan
mula terjadi pergolakkan setelah mak ayah aku balik dari mekah..
ya Allah, kau lindungilah perhubungan kami berdua.panjangkan jodoh  antara kami.
satukanlah hati kami berdua.
ni tunang tercinta aku.. comel kan??

kalau nak ceritakan tentang kenangan manis kami. terlalu banyak... banyak n banyak.. mmg takkan pernah terlepas walaupun satu cerita.. tapi tak apa lah.. biar aku sematkan di dada aku sahaja.. sebab tak semua cerita kita kita boleh cerita kat orang kan..nah ni ada satu lagu yang amat dia suka.. kononnya lagu feberet dia la  :

"Tears Don't Fall"
Let's go!

With blood shot eyes I watch you sleeping
The warmth I feel beside me is slowly fading
Would she hear me if I called her name?
Would she hold me if she knew my shame?

There's always something different going wrong
The path I walk's in the wrong direction
There's always someone fucking hanging on
Can anybody help me make things better?

Your tears don't fall, they crash around me
Her conscience calls, the guilty to come home
Your tears don't fall, they crash around me
Her conscience calls, the guilty to come home

The moments die, I hear no screaming
The visions left inside me are slowly fading
Would she hear me if I called her name?
Would she hold me if she knew my shame?

There's always something different going wrong
The path I walk's in the wrong direction
There's always someone fucking hanging on
Can anybody help me make things better?

Your tears don't fall, they crash around me
Her conscience calls, the guilty to come home
Your tears don't fall, they crash around me
Her conscience calls, the guilty to come home

Oh yeah

This battered room I've seen before
The broken bones they heal no more, no more
With my last breath I'm choking
Will this ever end? I'm hoping
My world is over one more time

Let's go!

Would she hear me if I called her name?
Would she hold me if she knew my shame?

There's always something different going wrong
The path I walk's in the wrong direction
There's always someone fucking hanging on
Can anybody help me make things better?

Your tears don't fall, they crash around me
Her conscience calls, the guilty to come home
Your tears don't fall, they crash around me
Her conscience calls, the guilty to come

Better!

Your tears don't fall, they crash around me
Her conscience calls, the guilty to come home

*******

ha macammana? bestkan? mula mula dengar mmg aku pun rasa mcam sakit hati.. haha tapi bila dengar dan hayati lirik dia. sangat sangat mendalam..i like it.. dan ni pula lagu ke sukaan aku.. :

"Selimut Tetangga"

Bersabarlah sayang aku akan pulang
Jangan dengarkan gosip murahan tentang aku
Berjanjilah sayang ku slalu setia
Meski ku tak selalu di sampingmu

Tak usah kau menangis meratapi aku
Tak perlu kau berfikir ku meninggalkanku

Mana mungkin selimut tetangga
Hangati tubuhku dalam kedinginan
Malam malam panjang setiap tidurku
Selalu kesepian

Mana mungkin selimut tetangga
Hangati tubuhku dalam kedinginan
Malam malam panjang setiap tidurku
Selalu kesepian

Berjanjilah sayang ku slalu setia
Meski ku tak selalu di sampingmu

Tak usah kau menangis meratapi aku
Tak perlu kau berfikir ku meninggalkanku

Tak usah kau menangis meratapi aku
Tak perlu kau berfikir ku meninggalkanku

Mana mungkin selimut tetangga
Hangati tubuhku dalam kedinginan
Malam malam panjang setiap tidurku
Selalu kesepian

Mana mungkin selimut tetangga
Hangati tubuhku dalam kedinginan
Malam malam panjang setiap tidurku
Selalu kesepian

Bersabarlah sayang aku akan pulang

*********


mesti ramai yang suka lagu ni kan..haa.. tapi salahsatu lagu yang paling aku tak suka adalah lagu MEWANGI-AKIM.aku memang tak boleh terima bila dengar lagu ni... benci sangat..maafla ye pada sesiapa yang sukakan lagu ni.. but im not...really2 i hates this song!!!..

k la penat..mengantuk, penat berfikir, penat bermain dengan emosi, semua ada. nite uolss!